ok spent ytd with filming.. took ard 2hrs.. and whole of today to edit and upload.. so guys.. the video is here..

速价

Ok.. today s a very tiring day..

ytd did a 1180 counts of jumping jacks as 'light training' refered by out new Commandos' OC.. and he s like going.. "guys, this is e beginnin.." wth.. we are ORDing in 4 months time!!! we dun need to change our beret color to red!!! we have pride in being infantry!!! rite my buddies??!!! green berets always!!!

and this evening.. had a 16km run at ECP.. hey.. half marathon is only 12km.. y must we run 16km to warm up our body as explained by CO???!!! y?!!!

now my legs feels nothing. yup.. nothing. My parents give me the weird look when i didnt volunteer to drive home and start walking like the zombies in resident evil when i alight from the vehicle.. thats not even close.. as least the zombies dun feel the ache.. come on man.. we will never be Hancock no matter how we re trained.. at most we just end up to be a Cock.

Ok, training aside..

ok.. actually the creative, curious and 'tries everythings' Stevi is working on a film now.. cant call it a film.. perhaps a short video? episode 1? haha.. well.. lets see what i can do with the limited equipments and stuffs.. the plot is ready.. the roles are set.. so the filming goes next.. might take my whole weekend to film. so guys.. stay tuned for the video.

Stevi
The Ultimate Asshole

done lots of thing this week and so long never update.. so a fast and quick one.

1. found my long sort after artist hat. its cool.

2. bought a new camera so always trying it out when got the chance.

3. planning ORD vacation with the brothers. (still planning where to go)

4. celebrated my 22nd birthday.. i hate celebrating bd tho. (pics up soon)

5. did a short video with my car. video below.

6. went to ktv twice in 3 days..

7. gave up modding exhaust.. coz might change car soon..

haha.. no mood to write much.. just woke up.. tired.. lots of fotos haven upload..
see got time to upload them not.. so guys.. come back soon.. haha.

Stevi

Ok.. was bored.. so done up a video with my car.. haha..
(before playing kindly off my blog song)

An Art side of me. Well.. testing out my new camera. lol.

不想醒来。

可是不醒来你着么找得到我？

所以我面对

等着这最完美的美丽。

与速度竞赛

凌晨三点五十八分，刚回到收悉的家里。

今晚是好的开始。

发现我没有放弃与速度的竞赛，反而更有勇气面对它。

爸常问我，“你现在不够快吗？要多快才算快？”

平时我只是默默的走开。因为连我自己也不知道答案。

有人说，比别人块就是快。
也有人说， 比自己快就是快。
很多车手说，比车快就是快。

今天飚车回来时我发现了答案。

输得起的人最快。

问了自己好多问题。

我输得起生命吗?
我输得起家人吗？
我输得起等待我的她吗？

我输不起。

所以我不再逃避速度对我的挑战。

因为我学会了面对它。

不顾一切的追着速度只会输得很惨。

所以我让速度接受我的挑战，来追我。

太快的人赢了速度但输了自己。
太慢的人输了速度但救了自己。

所以我救了速度也赢了自己。

该快该漫已经不是速度给的命令。
我让它来追我， 我会慢的最快也会快的最慢。
我放弃控制自己，选着了控制速度。

快车手于自杀者只是一线之差。

今天我好快。

我想只有用华语，我才能清楚表达和知道我现在心里深处的感受。

不知从几时开始，我开始觉得世界根本没我想象的美好。

而唯一能让这世界变得有那么一点美好的人，只有自己，不是吗？

我笨过，傻过，也倔强过。

也因此，痛过，放弃过。

每次从新站起来都好像觉得自己少了些期待。

对朋友，对感情和信念。

朋友因该是一个人生命中少不了的动力吧。
很遗憾，不是每个朋友都会陪着你走完你的人生。
我相信能认识成为朋友是一重缘分， 一种安排。
所以我也试着保留每一个值得收藏的友谊。
如果有那天，那个朋友不在了，
我至少能对自己说我已完成了朋友的本分吧。

我成经很期待过一份真心对待，坚持到底般的感情。
可是一路走来才发现其实那很难，真的很难。很好笑吧？

我一直都坚信着在这世界的哪个角落会有一个人在等着你。
每次都会觉得已经等到因该等的她，可是全都不是。
因为在他们身上找不到你的善良，找不到你的良知。

正义的你不会像诱惑低头。
勤奋的你不会被困难打倒。
勇敢的你不会轻易放弃。
真诚的你不会以假待人。
善良的你不会笑里藏刀。

你的每一个笑容都会让我迷恋。
你的每一滴眼泪都带着真诚。

我希望你还没出现在我的生命里。
因为我还没碰到一个可以做你的你。

几番尝试，结果碰到地不是你而是失望和无奈。
找你找得好累。每失败一次就越来越少期待。

所以我决定不再找你了。

你来找我吧。哈哈。

我会等待因为我知道你在很远的地方。
等待也是一重美吧。

一定要来，因为你的他会在这里等着。

I was a literature student and I love its beauty but somehow...

I always ask a lot of people, "Dun u find it weird? We re both chinese yet we communicate in english." Nt that I cant speak fluent english but somehow i feel that the chinese language is neglected by a lot of people. How come? 这世界着么了？

我从以前就觉得，世上最浪漫最情绪化的人就是华人。
因为也只有华人才能够拥抱着这多变与感性的语言。

你是否也跟我一样？

觉得这世界越来越暗沉，不在精彩。

歌词显得敷衍抄率，
不再有浪漫诗人把对她的思念写成诗句，
甚至连表百的话语也不再让人感动。
教堂里再也听不到感人的承诺。

NS have brought me far.



hmm.. we always complained at how NS mess up everything in our lives but i guess there are gifts NS gave to us also.. haha maybe i shall share a few precious moments.

There was this time during Bmt, when we are outfield.. still very fresh soldiers. We walk for very long distances, do a lot of fire movements and prone in lots of undesirable places. eg, mud, water, tall grass and all those weird weird places. Ok, its the 3rd day of the outfield, guess everyone is really tired then ard the time when the sun is going down, i remember me proning in a particular spot for a very long time, dozing off countless times.

In me, there s lots of sorrows.. lol.. y am i here? why am i doing all this shit? I miss my family, i miss my gf. lol.. there is an inner struggle. I prone there motionless, thinking.. of a lot things..

At the corner of my eye, something caught my attention. A firefly. It travels very slowly. by then its oredi dark... cant see much shit.. but the fireflies painted the dark night with something.. it gives the nothing a something. Its the first time I see firefly. didnt expect it to look like that. haha.

All of a sudden, my sorrows re gone. Coz i realised something. Soldiers are just like fireflies.. U cant see them in the day or night when its not dark enough but when darkness comes in.. when u can see nothing.. no moon.. no stars.. they are the ones who will give u some hope. They are the ones that will still fight the dark when all light source dies out. Not because they wanted to.. but because they were made this way.

Ever since that day I couldnt really care about tough training.. i dun really mind harsh conditions anymore.. coz i know.. if one day.. when all the lights are out.. I still can provide a little something for my people.. a hope. and thats enough.

haha.. so patriotic.. but seriously.. screw those who run away from NS.. stop complaining and be a man.

thats all.. i wanted to share more.. but a bit tired.. haha next time then..

Stevendetta
The Ultimate Asshole

Violet

Added a new set of photos. Was playing with color themes and I thot violet
is an interesting color. How to infuse the violet essence in the photos?
Was working with it the whole wednesday morning. And voila here comes
the mood photos. lol.

Guess its really different from black or white. (colors i usually go for)
There is this pinch of mischieve in it i guess.











Hmm.. but still, black still my fav color.

YAY!!! finally bk out after so long.. ok was in camp for very very very very very long.. longer then bmt confinement.. lol.. well.. ok guess have some time to update le.. haha... to be continued...